Monday, November 7, 2011

Just a crap-on-me-day

So, not only am I "running" on 2 hours of sleep, because my youngest son decided to wake up at midnight.... and not go to sleep till 3:30, but I couldn't concentrate at all today. Got lost driving around, then figured out that I was too weak to drive and hurried back home.

I'm still trying to write up a letter to Social Security about my THIRD denial... we will see how that one goes over. I think I have to see a judge this time, if I appeal it. ((Note that I'm typing w/ one hand right now)). I think the "gloomy" weather impacted my day as well, it's like it set the mood to be like just "blah" all day.

I'm glad that I started blogging though, instead of holding it all in. It's like, I can't really tell the people, physically around me, how I really am feeling at that time, cause they just can't really grasp it. Even those that actually try to understand, never will understand.

I was thinking about seeing a spasticity specialist, since my spasticity is getting so bad... but who knows... I don't want ANOTHER medication.. I just want the pain to go away. I mean I can handle the spasticity in my back at time, but in my hands... c'mon now!

Tomorrow I have to drive, by myself, 3 1/2 hours away to a school orientation, be there for an hour, and then come back. Probably going to be an early night, tonight, so I can actually function. I really need to check in to the Dragon Dictation for my computer, cause I keep putting it off thinking my hands will get better, when they are just getting worse.

Okay, that's my vent for the evening. Be well everyone. I'm usually not this, taken by my MS, it's just all hitting me at once.

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